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Thursday, December 25, 2014

to brian from david

i feel i should write something here. david's name was put in the hat for the service gifts and he apparently got my name. i was told this morning that it might be nice if i wrote something about how i felt the influence of david in my life this year.

i'm not exactly sure how to do that. for some people the veil is thin and they feel confident in crossing it. as for myself, i think my logical brain holds me back too much from being able to have those experiences.

i often wonder how busy he must be and how i certainly wouldn't want to take him away from more important duties in order to hang out with me.

so i can't say for certain that david told me how to improve my life, but i can say this. i find it very interesting that in the service i was giving for laura i had decided to seek blessings in an area of my life that i know david had experience and a useful perspective in navigating.

it's prudent for me to be very vague about what that is, but i have often wondered how david was able to deal with those experiences (even wondering if he dealt with them). i assume his current perspective allows him to see things more as they are without having the veil of this world clutter up his view. i'm certain that if he chose to, he could certainly help me out with that clear perspective.

and i did receive the knowledge i needed in order to make progress. that knowledge could certainly have come from david, or it might also have been from one of the many people i was helping with my indexing (as laura suggested), or maybe i'm so hard headed and stubborn that i needed a team of influencers with david playing project manager to get it through my thick head. 

which it finally has after 45 years on this planet.

so thanks david for being an example and possibly being my advocate in project "donkey brain."

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